Well, this might be a delicate situation, so I'm going to try and not hurt people's feelings on purpose. Levres, you seem like a very intelligent young woman. Anyone that can recognize their problems, and make steps towards getting help from some source deserves to be proud of themselves. However, you made a stupid decision, Levres. Never, EVER mix prescription drugs with alcohol or your friend MacGyver. That's just plain stupid. So Speaks The Gatekeeper.