Friends are awesome. Friends are weird.
So, it's spring break. I am home for a week.. yet I spent the last three days WORKING. What am I doing tomorrow and Friday? WORKING. It sucks.. but I have to.
I feel bad though.. I want to just chill with my friends. Unfortunately, we don't really have any place to chill. We tend to spend a few hours at the diner instead late at night. It would be quite a bit more convenient to hang out at a bar, where it's more than okay to sit around, chat, and have a few drinks.. depending on the bar.
No one in the 'group' really has a house.. not around here anyway. So we really have no where to hang out. Anyone with younger siblings probably can't have too many folks over since the kids need to go to school early in the morning and its hard keeping quiet. Those with no siblings in school anymore probably just have parents that want to sleep like normal human beings. This must be fixed for summer.
I'll respond to Levres more in one of my memory lane posts down the road about the parent thing, but I don't really know what to say otherwise. All I think I want to say is that no one really needs to think or worry about things that much. Sleepless nights, anxious nights, etc.. no one needs that. Too many people worry too much over nothing, and its not worth it.
I really don't think about my life as a whole. It just never crossed my mind. The only things worth worrying about are the things you can fix. So, no point in worrying about the past since you can't fix the past. Also, there is no point in trying to make a big elaborate plan, since things never go as they are exptected. You can't forsee everything, so why waste your time on a big ol' plan.
If you have friends, you are loved. If you are loved, you have nothing to worry about. And everyone has friends, so no one should be worrying. Anyone who says they don't have friends is a liar or lives alone in the woods and has not seen a sole or spoken to anyone (whether by phone or electronically or wahtever). Hell, even if you have one of the shittiest personalities out there, you probably have a few friends.. i'm sometimes amazed at the number of friends some of the trash that I run into have.
Know yourself. Masturbate more.