Well, Preacherman, before I address your issue of hate, allow me to clue you in on one thing. You need a big dick in your mouth to shut you the fuck up. Er, rather, this IS internet media. You need both of your hands wrapped around two big dicks to prevent us from hearing any more of your shit. You know what causes hate? People like you that have to give us little tips on how to live our lives. (Oh, and please look around Branford CT for a person with the initials MT to find a dick to suck on. I'm sure he'd let you.)

Now, the Gatekeeper's been known to say such things as, "I'm not a bigot, I hate everyone equally." But, I must take that back for right now. In truth, I don't hate anyone. You know why? It's not worth my time. Anyone that could possibly DESERVE me to hate them will undoubtedly lead a miserable unfulfilling life (a person with initials MT comes to mind), and therefore, I don't NEED to hate them. And as far as these Columbine kids go, who knows what fucked them up. Personally, killing people isn't worth my time either. For one simple reason, and then I'm done.

Dead people CAN'T SUFFER.

So Speaks The Gatekeeper...So It Shall Be.

Well, I didnt intend on getting into this.. but, it has come up outside of insult and I may as well.

Pretty much every non-jock hates jocks. That includes me.

I hate hte ways jocks think. They spend most of their lives living in the past.. if not all. You see, jocks are either done with their athletic careers and love to re-live their moments. Even if they're still active athletes, they re-live previous experiences. You talk to them, and they're full of how they ran or did whatever at their last meet faster than ever or something.

I disagree with Preacherman posting the Columbine thing.. those two kids were completely fucked up. They ruined things for everybody. Now you get in trouble if you say something like "I want to shoot X in the face" or "He deserves to choke on his own vomit". Now, that doesnt stop me from saying that, but still.

In general, jocks suffer from low self esteem problems and stuff.. winning a race is a very definate statement saying you're the best at something. Jocks then use that to 'impress' others. I can ignore that mostly.. it irritates me, but I simply feel bad for them that they feel the need to do that.

Soo.. by this logic, Jocks are mentally inferior and require coddling. They also provide entertainment to people.. so, coddle away. If you arent a coddled jock, you probably dont need coddling. And if you do, then there are other ways of getting help or attention than killing people.

ANYWAY... this was supposed to be about high school. I got off track. What I wanted to say was that high school was a lot of fun, and I enjoyed it... BUT I've had more fun since high school, and I'm sure I'll have even more fun down the road. A lot of people (especially jocks) feel high school is the peak of their life. It's not. At least for me.

Anyway.. I don't relaly know what I wanted to say now. Ah well.

Of course it's good to be a jock, there's never been a question of that. The amount of fucking coddling that members of the jockocracy recieve is completely unparaelleled by any other socioeconomic group that I can think of. This is all well and good for the average jock until.. Oh, thats right! The real world bites you in the ass. Your string of jock rule ends right around age.. Oh, I'd say 25ish, where silly high-school bullshit like how far you can throw a ball DOESN'T FUCKING MATTER unless you're a professional athelete. I would reason that less than half a percent of the jockocracy makes it to professional athelete status. The other 99.5% of the group become fat, angry gym teachers, disgruntled laborers, wife beaters, bored housewives, paunchy, balding pyramid scheme operators, thieves, etc. Where does this leave us? Well, it leaves us with 99.5% of the jock population unnecessecerily coddled (As their sports "careers" are going to take them NO WHERE) and in the position where they become spoiled little brats that expect special treatment. Go ahead, have your special fucking treatment. While you're out running laps, going to eliteist little team dinners, hanging up those annoying fucking inspirational posters, and bitching about how the school doesn't give enough money to sports - RELISH THOSE MOMENTS. They're fleeting, and, more than that, some day you'll realize how hollow and stupid they are. Fucking sheep.

I have a fucking ton to say about this, but I think that I'll stop here, as you get the gist of it if you're not too busy pounding creatine shakes.

What the whole issue comes down to is that OF COURSE everyone likes preferential treatment. It's tons of fun to be king, or dictator, or to fuck the system up for everyone else - until it all ends. The jockocracy is just another form of Fascism - and you could go look the word up to understand what I'm talking about if you weren't so busy talking about how many reps you just did, and how you're fucking carbo-loading.

sometimes i just dont understand......i hate being out of the loop!

Holy crap, you learned how to make paragraphs! Good job.

Oh, and be drug free, please

pappy u really need to get a hobby and stop masturbating to much cuz the porn is kinda anoying sometimes.....what about pics of mullets????? i duno

Fuck you all.

Fuck you all in the ass with a spiny metal dildo.

That being said I'd like to say one thing... after years of not having a significant other and whining about it to no end... I've finally managed to be happy by myself. Now this is not a constant thing... I need to work at staying happy. But for the most part... I deal.

But that ain't always easy... especially when EVERY asshole you see is constantly rubbing in your face how in love they are. Now this explosion isn't necessarily aimed at Caniprokis (even though that is what set me off), no it's aimed at a society that says "NO, YOU MUST HAVE A GIRL/BOY FRIEND TO BE COMPLETE". It's everywhere... in every song put out... every movie ever made. It's the great American lie... "there's someone for everyone" FUCK YOU!!! We raise our poor little children with this fucking fairy tale that some day they will meet the right one, when the sad reality is that there are just some people who there is no one for.

Fuck love, and fuck everyone in love.

"Till All Are One"

LioConvoy out...

Thank you all for restoring my faith in humanity. I was about ready to off myself before I saw your posts. Arcee.. You're Damn sexy, and it's all good.. I'll be a much happier wilson when I get back home. Then again, I'll be ripped away from a lot of people that I care a lot about when I leave school, but I'll be with a lot of people who I care about a lot when I get back home, so I suppose it all evens out. Being away from loved ones sucks.. but, I guess thats a different rant for a different day. This was supposed to be a good happy one.

I love you all, and hope you all have fabulous days, you sexy, sexy bitches.

What is it that makes a person into a petty, insolent asshole?

Let's just say, for the sake of example, that you gave someone you thought was your friend 40$ for 30$ worth of.. Oh, lets say Alcohol. That person is doing you a favor by picking it up for you, that's true, but the way that FRIENDS work is that they do FAVORS for each other - If friends didn't work that way, the world would SUCK. This IS how friends work, at least this is how things work for me and my friends - you're there for eachother, you help eachother out, you do things to make their lives better, etc.

HOW THE FUCK CAN ANYONE BE 21 YEARS OLD AND NOT UNDERSTAND THIS?

Continuing my little hypothetical situation - As you gave this person 40$ for 30$ worth of alcohol, and you told them that you expected change, THEN AND THERE is the time where it's perfectly acceptable for them to tell you NO, go fuck yourself, I want a measely 10$ to go pick this liquor up for you, and I'm a real big bitch, and a completely selfish asshole, so I'm not going to help you out under the condition that you're going to get the change back. THAT'S FINE!

AFTER you didn't say anything about buying the alcohol, or giving back the change, when you came back to the room where the alcohol was going to be consumed, YOU HAVE NO FUCKING RIGHT TO GET BELLIGERANT about the person you bought the liquor for asking for the change, and even LESS OF A FUCKING RIGHT to get as belligerant when they ask to see the reciept, because, THEY'RE NOT FUCKING MORONS, and they NOTICED that you peeled all the pricetags off the liquor.

The ONLY fucking reason that someone does a thing like that is because they're entirely fucking petty, and have something to hide and they want to fucking grub 10$-15$ out of you without making any pretenses as to that earlier in the night.

You fucking selfish son of a bitch, I hope you live a long lonely shitty life and die old and just as alone, so that you suffer.

Then you have the balls to try to pay my girlfriend for sex - YOU DON'T FUCKING UNDERSTAND HOW HUMAN RELATIONSHIPS WORK. I pity you, but your cross isn't mine to bear, and god knows that what you have coming back to you will be two-fold compared to what you have done to others.

I'm angry, but I've vented, and I'm done with this.. You have a LONG way to go before you are a HUMAN - good luck on your long journey, it's taken you 21 years to get to a point that I surpassed when I was 6, and I don't even claim that I'm a good person.

I never get tired of Caniprokis' Christopher Walken/stream of consciousness/disregard for all punctuation style of ranting. Nothing pleases me more than a man with no need for Da Man's rules and regulations. Right on brotha, keep hope alive. Peace.