Well, this is a first for me... travel anxiety. I due to fly to Belgium for a visit on Thursday. I am not anxious/nervous because of a fear of flying or anything... my problem is that my passport's location is unknown to me.

Last week, I went to the embassy and applied for a visa. On Friday they were to FedEX the thing to me (overnight). It did not arrive Saturday. It did not arrive today. So now, I am freaking out. If it does not arrive Tuesday, then it wont arrive until Thursday (and be too late). Wednesday is the 4th of July and FedEX does not deliver. If they havent shipped it yet, I have to go back to Manhatten to pick it up. If they shipped it to the wrong address, I am fucked. If they shipped it 2day fedex today, I am fucked.

I don't know what I'll do if I cant get my passport. I bought my ticket and I can't move the date on it at all. I am not happy at all. What is worse is that I am completely in the clouds on this one... I have no reason to believe any of the possibilities are more likely than any other.

sigh