Geh, I am not in a good mood.. I feel all wound up. I have no idea why I get so tense and nutty, but for some reason when I have five friends over I can't relax.. so I end up being an asshole.

One problem is that between June and August I live in my parents house. This is a problem because I feel like I owe my folks a lot. I have taken over quite a bit of the basement and there are three other people in the house during the day for work. The three other folks generate mess, etc... and can be loud. My house sucks in terms of noise too. On the main floor (first) you can only sorta hear the basement noise. But if you go up to the second floor you can hear the basement perfectly. This is not good because the bedrooms are on teh top floor. There are a few types of noises that travel badly. The bass from rap. Footsteps on the stairs. And voices. A lot of other noise does not travel as well, but for some reason the other three do.

I want to find some sound insulation to put in the ceiling because the basement is an awesome little theatre. That will help a lot. The other problem is that people bitch a lot. There was a fair amount of setup, and Caniprokis especially was frustrated to have to wait. Other people acting impatiently makes me tense. I also have trust issues (which I think I have mentioned before).. I don't like leaving groups of impatient people alone.. I don't know what they'd do, but I guess I just don't want to find out. Part of the problem is the fact that if I were in their place I'd do stuff.

Anyway.. I am sorry to those folks I was an asshole to. I really am. I was particularly rude to Caniprokis who wanted a sprite.. but for some reason I couldn't get myself to give it to him. What I should have done is hand him the sprite and be like "Thanks for giving me a hand".. you know.. which is slightly ruder, but probably more effective in making him feel guilty. If I just don't give him the soda, he gets pissed. But I was pissed, so it was all good.

And I am sorry to stone, because I lightly punched him because he was walking too heavily.