For the love of God, why oh why..

My body clock has been off for over 4 months now. I keep going to bed later and later, and sleeping later and later.. it's horrible. Every attempt I have had at rectifying this (by staying up for over 24 hours) has backfired.

The worst part about this? I can't tell how many days have passed between events. Since my days are actually nights now. When I say yesterday, I don't even know what I mean anymore.

My roommate asked me to wake him up at 2:30 since he knew I'd be up still. I told him I was planning on being in bed by then, but I said that on the off chance I were up I would wake him. And I was up. So I woke him. The bastard then said he'd be up in 30. It has now been over an hour.. and he is half asleep in bed. Every so often I yell out asking if he's still awake, and I get a sleepy "Yes". But I will persist and I believe I will manage to survive the night because I have a companion to keep me awake. I think.

Other attempts have failed around 6:30am. Not fun.

I just wish that tomorrow (Today) wasn't a Friday though.. Thursday night is a bad night to not sleep. But whatever.. we'll see.

I want to go to bed at 11:30pm at night and sleep till 7:30am.