No change in my wrist.. I have gone from aspirin to acetaminophen for the time being. I am going to see the doctor again soon to get some real pain killers. Both my hands are pretty numb right now.. anyway
I have been getting odd feedback from people about my posts. I want to say two things:
- Unless I know you personally, please refrain from contacting me. I simply don't care about you or your problems. And if I ever see filth like that again (you know who you are), I swear to god that I will make your life hell.
- I am not planning on dropping out of school. I guess what I say does come out sounding like I'm depressed, etc.. but I am not really. Things are confusing sure, and lots of things happen that I don't want to happen.. and yea, I dislike my classes.. but I still wouldnt trade this experience. The classes have always sucked.. and they will continue to suck, but I'll graduate and it'll all be good.
Anyway, the only other thing I wanted to add is what I've learned recently.
I have this feeling that I don't know enough people, I feel short of friends, I feel confined. The problem with those feelings is that I know quite a bit of people, and have quite a few damn good friends. But, I still feel like I need more (not really close ones.. just people).
That isnt quite what I've learned though.. I have learned that even if I am around people, I am not really there. I have always known that I'm a distant person.. aloof, people have always told me that. It is a problem because I either don't know what's going on or I just plain can't believe it because I guess I don't have the self-confidence to believe it.
This rant may not make any sense to anyone. I only spent 4 minutes writing it, and I am lost. So.. bleh.
Hmm...