ATTENTION! prescription drugs + recreational drugs are bad.
Yeah. I was reading somewhere that that idea about Tylenol + Alcohol fux0ring your liver quickly was false, though, which is interesting. You're already taking one psychological drug, so it makes sense to stay away from other stuff. Don't stack stuff that can have similar effects. And, if you're not in control of yourself on a regular basis, it's not a good idea to experiment with that self-control (recreational drugs). Listen to what your doctor says.
I'd stop apologizing for things in public. Apologies are personal things, and probably ought to be done one on one, in private. Personal apologies are harder to do, which is important. I don't think having pillows and plush things would be the best part of having a harem.
Self-responsibility is the key to everything which is a pain to hear, but it's real. I think people think of stuff related to them as fucked up, which is a bad idea - people do fucked up things, perhaps. "Fucked up" is a stupid phrase to use regarding an action either way. It's a stupid way to think about things.
Two kids get run over by giraffes in a jeep.
Person #1 "stuff is fucked up in the world."
Person #2 "ah yup"
What does that mean, fucked up? People look at hard things, hard issues, stuff that could be philosophical, or personal, and 'solve' it by saying it's "fucked up" - at least say "shit is random" or something along those lines. People want the easy route of thinking about everything that comes to them from outside or inside...always, it's a shitty way of life. This is more a general rant. So, whatever. All anyone needs is a head on their shoulders, a willingness to think things out, and knowledge of the mystical art of gymkata. Then, as long as something fucked up doesn't happen to them, they'll be alright.
Too much work...I'm so glad it's Saturday, and not Sunday. Reading is healthy. New Found Glory is good...Braid is good.
Sincerly, Stone